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Hello~

I'm feeling pretty sad today.
I guess its just one of my random mood swings...
I'm feel like crying,the kind of feeling you get after you broke up with your lover. I'm not even sure why I'm feeling like this at the moment.

Maybe its complicated.

I'm probably lonely, I just want attention, I just want to spend time with the people I love.
...but the people I love is nowhere near me.

2009 is making ride an emotional roller coaster.

Ups and downs - 2009 has given me all of them.
Love and hate, the strongest. I feel like crying because of love, yet break down because of hatred. But there is one of the many things that I would love to thank 2009 for, and that one thing is - meeting my amazing new friends in my new school. They are simply amazing and sweet! They have been there for me when I was feeling unhappy, sad and useless. I simply love them, I would never want to loose them.

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Ok, since I'm in such a rubbish mood, I love to write sad love passages!
It helps me understand my feelings sometimes.

" Without your existence, the rush in my life is all pulled down by gravity. The sadness that spread through my emotions was painful, agonizing. Just to see you again, my heart is willing to stop its beating, and to let me take a last glimpse of your face before I take my last breath and slowly fade away from this painful universe. 'I love you.' ."

....I'm seriously starting to suck at these.

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Ok, let's see...
I didn't do anything much today, but Anthea came, so we challenged each other in crazy taxi(although I already beat her in it *cackles*).
And we took a few pictures~
...of use jumping like grasshoppers =D

And Weijun wants to marry Michael Jackson.
You will not kill me 'cause I posted this.

:D

I'll post the jumping pictures tomorrow!
I'll ciao now~ Good night!

Edit:

Get well soon Betty<3
I'll always be here for you if you need me *hugs*

xoxo,
Cindy

Music: Super Junior- Our Love
Mood: Rubbish :@