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I.. can't really explain how crestfallen I am right now. I thought you still treasured our friendship. I thought you still thought as me as family, but i guess i was wrong. we used to talk everyday, we used to laugh, we used to have memories. what has all of that became now? garbage? trash? I love you. The distant barrier between us is unexplainable. i still want us to be friends. is it still possible? there's a part of my heart that belongs to you. and it might've been left behind in your shower of love. just- i want you to know that i care about you. we might not talk, we might not greet, but i'll have you know that i read every entry on your journal. i worry when you have something big going on with your life and i cry when life is being harsh on you. i might not show it, but i am dying on the inside. i really, really, love you.

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Grasp the lightning and strike the thunder.

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