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the lame trio (kenzhi, liyon and brendan)! They came yesterday. HAHAHA.

JUNNN. My besst friieeeeeeend. I miss youuuuuuuu!

MWAHAHHAHAHAHA I WON SCRABBLE!!!!!!

ZHEN. person i haven't saw for a long time! Miss you la ;D

Cindy,jane and joee !

joee sucking on that candy cane. sounds wrong doesn't it? HAHA

Brendan, Liyon and Kenzhi came to my house yesterday! They cheered me up aloooot, and I'm really grateful for that :).

I think Kenzhi's attempt the play the piano was enough to make me happy. HAHAHA. :P

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Soo, party at Jane's house today.

It was like a class gathering/christmas party sort of thing. I was happy that i got to see all of my old best friends again, and everything was just fun and happy! It got me to forget all the bad things that happened and just- you know.

Tasha (my dog) is lost. I felt a great pang of despair and I couldn't stop my tears from flowing out. I was just one word - depressed. I couldn't stop crying whenever I saw her picture, or things that reminded me of her. My church members were so lovely! They came over to my house to pray with me that one day Tasha will be back with us, and be here smiling along with us. I miss her, definitely. I miss the times when she would just sit there with me, be my companion for dinner when I was alone; and how she sleeps under the sofa and hear me play the piano. I would give SO, SO much to get her back. She's part of me, and part of me is lost. I try my best to forget about her, but, I cannot bring myself to such cruelty. I want her here, wagging her little tail and smiling up at me while curling up in a ball next to me. I lost my companion, my best friend, my sister, my shoulder to cry on, and everything. I question myself everyday - why didn't I hug her more? Why didn't I pay attention to her more? Why, why, why?

I just couldn't take the misery that was just bursting out of my brain. It throbs, it twists, it turns in ways my brain is incapable of handling. I felt like i could care for nothing anymore.

I thank all the people who cheered me up and made me forget everything that made me broke down. I think that this is a great precaution to my life. You could lose something so, so important just in a blink of an eye, and it'll catch you off-guard in a way that nothing in the world, mattered anymore. I thought that after Tasha was gone, that, I became a much better person. I'm more happy-go-lucky and more wiser in terms of thinking. This situation taught me a powerful lesson, and I am somehow grateful of that.

Still, no matter what happens, I want Tasha to be here with me like always, and then I shall live life as a whole again.

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P/S: If you know where tasha was or if you were the one that found tasha, please, please, call me and bring my little angel back to me. I beg you.

My number:

Cindy Quah:(012-3961169)

Do not call me or contact me to prank me or such things, because this is something very serial to me, and I hope for your cooperation.

Thank you, so, so much.