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Hello thar ladies and gents.

Sorry for the neglecting my blog, again. Crazy mishaps have been replaying over and over again in my head. It's making go crazy, to be honest. Urgh, this was SUCH a tough week to get over. Though i thank all of my loved ones for staying strong and helping me get through all of this♥. I love all of you :).

It has been a long time since i've felt THIS emotional and fucked up. 

It hurts seeing people around me acting like it was no big deal, as if nothing actually happened. But then again, i respect all of them for their strength to hold everything up. I aspire to be as strong as them, standing firmly on my own two feet enduring every single inhumane storm known to human being. Sure, crying does help you get over things faster then usual, but after all that whimpering and sobbing, you can't help but feel rather pathetic. 

I'm sorry i can't tell all of you about the tragedy that has taken its place in my life, but just to let you know, i'm currently recovering over the shock of it and i'm okay :). Thanks to everyone who has worried over me and cared for me. I really really appreciate it. I love you guys<3.

To that particular person;

you're inhumane, disgusting and is a disgrace to the human race. I hope you die a painful death and be sent to hell with a hook scraped onto your neck. Similar to how we bait a worm to feed to a fish :).

I would like to see you in a pool of your own blood and flesh. Die, please. Or at least be sentenced to jail for life.

I'm sadistic, so what?

_______

 PORTUGAL LOST.

WHAT. THE FUCK.

plus, spain's goal was offside.

And the referee did not say anything about it.

RAAAGGEEEEEE.

my loyalty towards portugal will still stay strong♥.

Au revoir.