Understand?

Hey guys! I'm sorry for NOT updating the pictures about my trip to UK and about out Theme day. I really am! I always try to get myself to upload at least SOME pictures but something bad always happens when i want to do so. This year, really, really isn't my year. So many bad things had happened to me and it is still happening! And the bad thing is? Everything revolves around my family, my house and I. I'm so fucking sick and tired of all of this. I just want a happy family that every 14 year old has. The feeling i have whenever i see a perfectly happy family makes me sick. I find it painful to love my family when all they can do is to hurt me sometimes. They tell me that i have an attitude problem when they are ones who absent-mindedly treat me like shit. Siblings? Well, i feel like i have none. My 'brother' is not my brother. And I don't feel proud about being his blood-related sister. But I feel soooo lucky to have all of my loved ones to support me while i crumble. I love all of you guys, you guys are my true family♥.

It doesn't help at all that my finals are coming. Urgh. I guess the picture updates would have to be delayed ):. But if it makes you guys feel any better, i've uploaded all of it into a folder and they're all ready to be uploaded! YAYYYYY!
**except for themeday ones, cough. I barely took and pictures D:.

I guess i'm feeling loads better now! but i still feel slightly uncomfortable living in my own house. Argh.

P/S: this is my blog, i'm allowed to write whatever i want. Family or not, i'm not allowing you to stop my freedom of speech. So don't bother advising me to stop or whatever shit you always tell me. You don't know anything.

I'll be back. ;).
Trust me.
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au revoir.