2012; What i look for in a partner.

Before writing this post, i just want to say that this post is more for myself than your reading pleasure (but feel free to indulge in it -if you want to of course-). Writing tends to clear my head a little bit, because i let my fingers run free on the keyboard. Whenever i start typing, i tend to drone on and on and i would eventually understand myself a little bit more. Feel free to learn from my abundant passages of mindless rambling.

If any of you know me personally, you would've probably been through one of my daily lists of first-world complaints, and most of them consists of how i am never able to find myself a good romantic partner. And i know that it might make me sound like a whiny bitch because loads of good people are all around me, but i always seem to bat one hand at them, doing anything but to acknowledge them. I submit, i am an unhealthily fastidious person. It doesn't even have to be about partners, because i'm terribly picky at everything in life. 

You can probably label me as someone who is incredibly 'high maintenance' if you want, but i know myself more than that. I am not someone who requires much in a relationship. All i need is weeping infatuation, fleeting touches and loving gazes. I don't need someone who spoils me with luxurious gifts or opulent surprises. Hell, i don't even need someone to pay for my shit because that's not what your lover is suppose to do. All i want is for someone to look at me like how Blaine(glee) looks at Kurt(glee):

(before i continue to ramble on; can we just take a moment to admire the method acting that this amazing actor is taking on? Kudos to Darren Criss for being such a talented man.)

Eyes completely impassioned with love, trust, and sheer amazement of how absolutely beautiful the other person is. I want someone who is ready to give the whole of themselves to me. No secrets, no lies, no nothing. I want to be treated like the most important person and i, too will treat that person with the same amount of love. I want that someone to be my equivalent in everything i do in life. Someone who understands the fundamentals of my persona; someone who is able to run through life at the same pace as i do. Generally, someone who knows exactly how to make me happy.

This post is pretty self-indulgent. I'm just obnoxiously drawing a picture of how my future spouse would be like, and i'm allowing myself to sink into that fantasy for a little while. I'm perfectly happy with imagining it for now, because honestly, at this day of age, it's pretty much impossible to be involved in a relationship where the other party would be willing to commit themselves wholesomely into a relationship without freaking out. Well, i'm still young- and i have all the time in the world to find the perfect one.

*shrug*